I wanna cry....

It hurts too much.
I need you by my side.
I love you.
You're already mine, but we're in 2 different states right now. my heart is killing me and just wants to see your face again. i want to hold you. i want to kiss you gently.

I love you with all of my heart, i never want to let you go.

<3 <3

IM COMING OUT

and i want the world to know

*yes this means i am actually gay.

MOVING ON

i met this really awesome kid online. and i met him today, and we are hanigng out tomorrow. AND IM SO EXCITED
HE'S ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but yeah... seriously. its awesome. =] and he's gorgeous for a plus. :D

Fly on,
=Ryan

and its later still... =]

OH MY WORD!!!!

im in such an amazing mood. i have very awesome plans on monday =]

-Sonar

oh... who knows...

life is confusing.

-Sonar

SKILLET!!!!!

Yes, skillet.
No, not like a frying pan.... like the band.
look em up, theyre amazing. i love the awake album, and the song rest on the invincible album. its pretty much incredible.

its like christian rock, but it can apply elsewhere... which is what it is for me really.

i love it. its incredible. LISTEN TO IT!!

=]

Fly On,
Sonar/Ryan