I'm really not that awesome...

I'm not as awesome as all of you say, really.

I just tell it how it is, and if you get something out of it, thats great, but i dont really do anything.

kthnx
-Ryan

I wanna cry....

It hurts too much.
I need you by my side.
I love you.
You're already mine, but we're in 2 different states right now. my heart is killing me and just wants to see your face again. i want to hold you. i want to kiss you gently.

I love you with all of my heart, i never want to let you go.

<3 <3

IM COMING OUT

and i want the world to know

*yes this means i am actually gay.

MOVING ON

i met this really awesome kid online. and i met him today, and we are hanigng out tomorrow. AND IM SO EXCITED
HE'S ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but yeah... seriously. its awesome. =] and he's gorgeous for a plus. :D

Fly on,
=Ryan

and its later still... =]

OH MY WORD!!!!

im in such an amazing mood. i have very awesome plans on monday =]

-Sonar

oh... who knows...

life is confusing.

-Sonar