Friday, December 31, 2010

what up?

tis the new year.... and i can see it's going to be one hell of a year.
this year:
im graduating high school
starting college
making friends
losing friends
finding love
having fun
trusting fate
hopefully getting some old friends back

love you all

Friday, October 1, 2010


The times passing by
I feel like you
I always do
Youre my place to hide
I don't know why
Still hear your voice
Still feel the same
Single kiss can stop the rain
So close to you in everything i do

Sunday, September 12, 2010


Well.... i miss my other half. his name is kyle. i just feel so lost without him. <<33 i love you kyle, more than you could ever imagine.


Sunday, September 5, 2010


life goes on
through the good and bad
life goes on
through the sun and the rain
life goes on
always with you <<33

<<33 KRA <<33


Thursday, September 2, 2010



i have found the perfect guy. He's perfect, absolutely perfect. Im in love.

<<33 Kyle Robert <<33


Sunday, August 29, 2010

yeah... soooo

in all the earth there is nothing as beautiful as love. let love be the joy of your soul.


ryan. =] <<33

Saturday, August 28, 2010

I'm really not that awesome...

I'm not as awesome as all of you say, really.

I just tell it how it is, and if you get something out of it, thats great, but i dont really do anything.


Sunday, August 22, 2010

I wanna cry....

It hurts too much.
I need you by my side.
I love you.
You're already mine, but we're in 2 different states right now. my heart is killing me and just wants to see your face again. i want to hold you. i want to kiss you gently.

I love you with all of my heart, i never want to let you go.

<3 <3

Monday, August 16, 2010


and i want the world to know

*yes this means i am actually gay.


i met this really awesome kid online. and i met him today, and we are hanigng out tomorrow. AND IM SO EXCITED
HE'S ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but yeah... seriously. its awesome. =] and he's gorgeous for a plus. :D

Fly on,

Saturday, August 14, 2010

and its later still... =]


im in such an amazing mood. i have very awesome plans on monday =]


Wednesday, August 11, 2010

oh... who knows...

life is confusing.


Sunday, August 8, 2010


Yes, skillet.
No, not like a frying pan.... like the band.
look em up, theyre amazing. i love the awake album, and the song rest on the invincible album. its pretty much incredible.

its like christian rock, but it can apply elsewhere... which is what it is for me really.

i love it. its incredible. LISTEN TO IT!!


Fly On,

Saturday, August 7, 2010

What a week...

its been a long crazy week. hung out with a bunch of friends

a leather jacket
an awesome necklace
a bracelet
a sky ball
Lindt Chocolate
a white t shirt for the leather jacket
some other stuff im sure, but i dont remember.... haha

yeah.... so... its been a great week. i wish a certain friend wouldve been home to hang out, but she's at the beach, and will be away next week too. oh well. she'll be home eventually

i cannot wait for tuesday... .it is going to be such an amazing night. =]]]]]]

uhm... yeah... thats about it for now


(i should just pick a name to use on here)

Sunday, August 1, 2010

3:07 is the latest ive ever posted

i think.... haha. im bored. and facebook is so not exciting at 3 am. and my blog is NEVER exciting because nobody reads it. so..... BLAH.

idk what to write. OH

im back from summer camp today (yesterday technically)
IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!!! a great last summer camp as a scout.

well... imma go now. latersss

Fly on forever


Sunday, July 25, 2010


so. im leaving for scout camp for a week today.... in like... 30 minutes, and i dont feel like getting ready yet. so i decided id post something on the blogs....

i need to find my pocket knives.... hmmm.... OMG MOUNTAIN DEWWWWWWW

.... right... pocket knives....

..... TEA!!!! in my backpack with you.


yeah...i have one knife... oh well. ill find them eventually.

so.... if anybody reads this... comment and tell me whats up with you .... so that im not bored when i return. XD

Fly On Forever
-Ryan and Sonar

Monday, July 12, 2010


Im so bored its not even funny...
and my blog just got a makeover woah.

soo.... yeah. life is pretty much like life right now. i hopw somebody reads my blog.... if you read my blog, could you please comment... if more people start commenting... ill start posting more again.

uhm... work is still fun.

im 17 if yall didnt know

uh..... totally bored. hmm. sooo.... the other day i was at a party, and we stole magic cards from my one friend, and so the three of us that did it, were like.. you want to see whats in his pants. and it was hilarious cuz they were in my pocket. ....

im a horrible story teller... i know. haha

but i felt like telling a story.

uhm.................................................... yeah. so. ..... illl go now... i was gonna try and wait for 2:32 am again... but its only 2:19 am. ill still be on at 2:32 am though. haha =]

Fly on forever

Monday, July 5, 2010

uh.... its 2:32 am... and im on the blogs...

its really late/early.... and i decided i wanted to post something on these poor desolate lands we once frolicked through daily..... and nobody will ever see that weird comparison.. cuz nobody reads my poor blog.

oh well. let the light of the moon wash away the scars of the sun.

uhm... yeah. im bored and not tired.... HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY (not 4th of july thats a date not a holiday)

love once ran through my veins, now its all the anger and confusion of the world.

life, what can we do.


Sunday, June 27, 2010

Life. its pretty chill right now.

so... whats up with everyone calling me a brother lately? i mean.. like people ive been talking to for months... decided to suddenly call me a brother within the last 24 hours. its like..4 people. weird....

no. its really weird.

fly on sonar style

Thursday, May 27, 2010

goings ons.... around and about.

yeah... im bored. like always.
we got 26th out of 66 teams at envirothon... 54th, to 45th, to 36th, to 26th.... shouldve been 27th to go in order. but im not going to complain. i bet the disqualified team wouldve beaten us. haha.

i dont know that ive said this on here yet.. i broke up with echo. and yes its all good.



nobody reads this anyway...

i think theres this girl i kinda like, and i know she likes me. but im not sure.... i just dont freakin know.


Sunday, May 23, 2010


im basically bored out of my mind. stressed beyond reason. and to top it off... i feel like ive screwed up majorly. but hey, whatcha gonna do except keep livin life. whatever. friends are leaving, friends are coming. i dont really know wahts going on anymore. but its going whatever it is.

huge presentation in school tomorrow.... yay. its like a 40 minute presentation on Dengue Fever. wahoo.... yeah.....

sats and acts comin up

carnival is soon

4 day weekend this week

envirothon this week

possible science show thursday.... makes for a possible 2 day week thats very nice and very good


fly on forever


Friday, May 14, 2010

yeah well...

im bored... nobody reads my poor blog anymore. you people should! lets go now. im kinda back.... back enough that you should read and leave comments and such! AND !!!!! post on save the world! lets go people!

im bored. someone distract me or something. movies tonight. iron man 2! w00t!!

fly on forever


Tuesday, May 11, 2010


haha interesting title. maybe someone will look at it now. well, idk, im sorta back to my beloved blogs. its just too much a part of me to let it leave forever. this is where it all started. the beginning of accepting who i am. and that would be, an absolutely crazy fun awesome person, who needed to stop caring what people think.

cuz i did ya know

i used to take everything anyone said right to heart, and thats stupid, i cant change who i am, and im not going to. and this is where that started. and yeah. music is amazing.

MaxRideRules, is awesome.

-The One and Only AMAZINGLY AWESOME Ryan/Sonar

ps. call me ryan or sonar. as you please and wish.

Thursday, May 6, 2010


Hey "Sonar" lol

I love you <3

Just thought I'd let y'all know that (including you)

Echo/Lilac/...Just me

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Im bored.

Hey. I'm bored. Where on earth is everyone? like... nobody is even on Save The World much anymore, that used to be a DAILY UPDATE now its lucky to be monthly. C'MON PEOPLE!!!!! SERIOUSLY!!!!!! oh... and if you tried to look me up on facebook, and it didnt work. i changed my email. haha. woops. should work. just send a message sayin youre from the blog.

-the confusion that is me. =]

Friday, January 15, 2010

Um... Yo I guess..?

So. its been a long freakin time. i wonder how many of you will actually read this. probably none. so if you havent figured it out... Sonar is simply a fanfiction as are the others. BUT i would still kinda like to talk to you guys. look me up on Facebook if you have one. but dont email me. send me a message on facebook if you do send me a request, saying hey im from the blogs...

-Sonar ... er. Ryan

ps. If anybody talks to MaxRideRules, tell him to get a facebook and look me up.