Sunday, March 6, 2011

fuck. everything.

why. does. shit. like.this. always. happen. to. me.
kill me
i feel like ive been used and played or something
had a date on friday.... that was cancelled cuz he didnt have a car. then whats he doing? dinner with his friends. yeah ok.. no car my ass. he just didnt feel like coming to get me.
then what did he do yesterday? mall and shopping with his friends... he didnt text me til like 5 to say hi.... i always say goodmorning at like 7.... fuck. this. shit. im sick of it, im sick of feelinng rejected and not good enough. i just want someone to love me, not play me and screw with my head. WHAT EVER. I DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ANYMORE.