yeah... soooo

in all the earth there is nothing as beautiful as love. let love be the joy of your soul.

love

ryan. =] <<33

I'm really not that awesome...

I'm not as awesome as all of you say, really.

I just tell it how it is, and if you get something out of it, thats great, but i dont really do anything.

kthnx
-Ryan

I wanna cry....

It hurts too much.
I need you by my side.
I love you.
You're already mine, but we're in 2 different states right now. my heart is killing me and just wants to see your face again. i want to hold you. i want to kiss you gently.

I love you with all of my heart, i never want to let you go.

<3 <3

IM COMING OUT

and i want the world to know

*yes this means i am actually gay.

MOVING ON

i met this really awesome kid online. and i met him today, and we are hanigng out tomorrow. AND IM SO EXCITED
HE'S ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but yeah... seriously. its awesome. =] and he's gorgeous for a plus. :D

Fly on,
=Ryan

and its later still... =]

OH MY WORD!!!!

im in such an amazing mood. i have very awesome plans on monday =]

-Sonar

oh... who knows...

life is confusing.

-Sonar

SKILLET!!!!!

Yes, skillet.
No, not like a frying pan.... like the band.
look em up, theyre amazing. i love the awake album, and the song rest on the invincible album. its pretty much incredible.

its like christian rock, but it can apply elsewhere... which is what it is for me really.

i love it. its incredible. LISTEN TO IT!!

=]

Fly On,
Sonar/Ryan

What a week...

its been a long crazy week. hung out with a bunch of friends

bought:
a leather jacket
an awesome necklace
a bracelet
a sky ball
Lindt Chocolate
a white t shirt for the leather jacket
some other stuff im sure, but i dont remember.... haha

yeah.... so... its been a great week. i wish a certain friend wouldve been home to hang out, but she's at the beach, and will be away next week too. oh well. she'll be home eventually

i cannot wait for tuesday... .it is going to be such an amazing night. =]]]]]]

uhm... yeah... thats about it for now

LATERS

-Ryan/Sonar
(i should just pick a name to use on here)

3:07 is the latest ive ever posted

i think.... haha. im bored. and facebook is so not exciting at 3 am. and my blog is NEVER exciting because nobody reads it. so..... BLAH.

idk what to write. OH

duh
im back from summer camp today (yesterday technically)
IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!!! a great last summer camp as a scout.

well... imma go now. latersss

Fly on forever

-Sonar