This is my favorite picture of us. This is my kyle. I love him so much.

 this is my boy. my absolute favorite boy. =]

i dont even know...

i'm really not sure whats going on right now.
my heads all sorts of foggy
and it sucks
i just want to be able to stand up and not feel like i'm going to pass out.
i hate being sick
i wish i stayed at kyles right now =/
i dont actually know if we're okay or not... but i hope we are.

My life just kinda feels...

like it's falling apart.
i'm changing my major
my friends are leaving
my friends are hurting
my boyfriend seems distant
idk.... it seems like life is being difficult lately
i also have to drop math because if i dont i'm going to fail

yay.
=[

The other night...

i went to the club with friends and my boy for his bday.  and my friend left her ID back at kyle's house, so we had to go all the way back and get it. after an adventure for that.... i walked into the club and he was in the middle of a grrindline with other guys.
the one in front of him was trying to make out with him.... but he wouldn't let him. it kinda hurt to see him with other guys like that... but i was so happy that he did  that. i know i can trust him. i know i can =]
i love him <3

Everybody finds a reason to leave...

i thought we could just be friends... but he wants more than i can give him. so he left.
walked right out of my life
how can someone do that. 
i just don't understand.
i hate when people leave
it is the worst feeling in the world.