i dont really know why, but i'm just kinda down right now.
no co-op job, not even looked at for the movie theater job, mike wont talk to me, i feel like i'm losing me again, zack likes me beyond imagination and i dont currently return the same feelings, maybe because i got distracted by all of these other guys, but i still want ot be with zack and be happy. but he called me chubby a while ago and it sitll bothers me, i know i'm not. but i just can't help thinking i am. and it's horrible.
idk. life sucks sometimes, just gotta get back up and try again.
i'm gonna take these broken wings, and learn to fly again. i'm coming back, and this time it's gonna be awesome.